sucks that this journal isn't going to be "art" related, but i just hate the fact that i think my boyfriend is cheating or has cheated on me when i confronted him about it last month. the evidence isn't good, but i could just be paranoid and being a crazy bitch girlfriend. thing is when i saw some of the comments they made to each other in march it really doesn't help the fact that i remember we were having some trouble with each other back then. it scares me. in highschool he cheated on two of his girlfriends with me, and i'm really afraid of the saying, "once a cheater always a cheater." i don't know. i love him, and i just want him to be honest with me.